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  A Winter’s Rose

  Tanya Anne Crosby

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  Contents

  Series Bibliography

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Epilogue

  Connected Series

  Also by Tanya Anne Crosby

  About the Author

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  Rhiannon

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  Prologue

  Warkworth Castle, August 1147

  “Destiny is what I make it.”

  —Morwen Pendragon

  Returning from assignment in the wee hours of the morn, Wilhelm of Warkworth reined in his mount, motioning for his companions to do the same.

  The southern woods were dense with mist, and, at first glance it would appear a heavy fog had crept up from the shore, thick as usual on a balmy morning, but the taste on his lips was not salt, but ash, and the odor that flared his nostrils recalled him to the stench of greasy pork blistering on a spit.

  A sense of premonition shook him as he and his men leapt down from their mounts and ventured silently forward, emerging from the woodlands to a landscape painted black.

  Summer was gone; so was every trace of green that heralded that season. But the eerie silence and coal-black fields were not natural. Neither was the absence of leaf-litter, broom and mulch. In the distance, smoke curled upward from twisted piles of embers, filling the air with a stench that permeated everything it touched.

  Gone.

  Everything was gone.

  The devastation was staggering. Every alder, ash and elm within range of the castle had burnt to nubs, some still nurturing flames. The castle on the motte had been a temporary measure, constructed mostly of pinewood and spruce, making use of the area’s most prominent woods. Sparing only the outbuildings surrounding it, the edifice was consumed.

  Only six months ago, they’d begun construction on a new stone wall to replace the wood palisade; now that was all that remained. And, if there was life to be found within a hundred yards of the motte, it wasn’t immediately evident. It was only after the trio ascended the hillock and Wilhelm picked his way through simmering ruins that he spied movement inside the bailey. Survivors lifted ash-covered faces as he approached, pausing from their searches to reveal eyes that were red-rimmed from tears and smoke. But it was the cook he happened upon first. Bearing a carcass atop his bent shoulders, he came marching out of the ruins.

  “What happened here?”

  “They came like thieves in the night,” said the old man.

  “Who?”

  “The Count of Mortain with his Welsh witch.”

  Morwen Pendragon.

  Terror shook Wilhelm to his bones. “My fa—lord de Vere? Where is he?”

  The elder man lifted a bony shoulder, peering back into the destruction in a gesture that sank Wilhelm’s soul. He turned again, and the old man’s dirty lips quivered as he hoisted down his burden, laying the ravaged young woman down amidst a growing pile of dead. He straightened the woman’s twisted body, then smoothed her half-charred dress. “I found her in the motte,” he said.

  His heart wrenching painfully, Wilhelm looked closer. Oh, nay, nay, nay…

  Lady Ayleth.

  He recognized her only by the silver cross she wore—a cross he, himself, had given her as a consolation when Giles de Vere left for the seminary—not that Wilhelm would ever dare covet the lady for himself. He simply hadn’t liked to see her pining so long over Giles. He’d hoped the cross would give her comfort. Now, the horror of her condition brought a lump of bile to the back of his throat. Her once lovely face was covered with ash, half peeling away. At the grisly sight, some unnamed emotion overtook him, and he felt like ripping the cross from her neck. But he did not. Hardening his heart and ordering his companions to help, he abandoned his horse where it stood, and marched into the ruins himself, reassured that no one would dare relieve Lady Ayleth of her valuables. At six-feet-five and weighing more than sixteen stone, Wilhelm Fitz Richard, bastard son of Richard de Vere, and butcher of Warkworth, was no man to be trifled with—particularly not today, when everything he’d held so dear had been wrenched from his life.

  The scent of death rose with the morning sun, the odor of decay growing thick with the humidity, until the stench was caked into every fiber of his being. Alas, as the day wore on, he continued to drag out bodies, putting them aside to be given a proper burial. Skin charred and sliding off bones, it gave him a heave to the belly every time he hauled out another, but he was duty bound to persevere—at least until he found his lord sire and brother. And then, though sadness might have easily consumed his resolve, he felt the burden of responsibility. At forty, he had been the youngest of his father’s sons, save for Giles, and in one fell swoop, he’d become the eldest, with two half-sisters gone, and an older brother as well.

  Roger de Vere had been the pride of his father’s heart. Now, the firstborn son of Warkworth lay desecrated beside their lord father, and it fell to Wilhelm to look after Giles—St. Giles, they’d called him, not because he was a saint, but
because, as a boy, Giles de Vere was more in love with his books than he was with his steel. Unlike Roger, Giles had never aspired to lead Warkworth’s armies, nor did he concern himself with carrying on his sire’s name. But he was the only one who could. Neither Wilhelm, nor his progeny could inherit these lands, nor did he bear the lord’s name. His mother had been a lowly servant—well-loved after the death of de Vere’s first wife. His second wife—bless her soul—lived but long enough to give birth to Giles. And the third… here she lay.

  Wilhelm dropped his mistress’s fragile arms, wondering how her Scots-loving sire would fare with news of her death. Their youngest daughter—younger than de Vere’s youngest child—was good and dead. Arms akimbo, he glared down at the lady’s body, scarcely recognizable in its wasted state, but suddenly, he spied the gleam of silver clinging to her charred finger and he bent to retrieve the sigil—a lion sejant holding in his dexter-paw an axe, and in the sinister, a tilting-spear. It was a perfect match to his father’s, a smaller, more delicate version of the lord’s ring. Both now belonged to Giles—the weedy brother he hadn’t seen in years and who’d broken Lady Ayleth’s heart.

  Examining the ring—a sigil that would never belong to Lady Ayleth—he stood considering the brother who’d never loved her and felt a prickle of envy… and… a needling sensation at the back of his neck, almost as though someone could be watching… and then laughter. Hideous laughter. Distant and spine-chilling, the sound clearly mocked him.

  You will never inherit, because you are unworthy… from dust you were born, to dust you will return… forgotten.

  Closing his fist about the silver and gold bejeweled sigil, Wilhelm’s dark eyes studied the landscape—the still smoking fields, the distant glitter of the ocean…

  There was nothing out there… nothing… and yet, as the ring cut into the tender flesh of his soot-stained palm, he still heard it… the tittering of fate for a man who’d dared to love where he should not…

  Unworthy, the voice said. Forgotten.

  “What is it?” asked Edmond, who’d ridden back with him from Reading and then worked tirelessly beside him all night long.

  “Tis naught,” Wilhelm said, shaking it off, attributing the gloom to his grief. And still, he felt he felt a hovering darkness that unsettled him to his bones. “I would have you ride for a priest,” he said. “St. Giles must be told, but I cannot scribe the letter myself.”

  “Bamburgh?”

  “Might as well.”

  “Will he come?”

  The glow of the raging fire must have lit the night sky for leagues, and yet, no more than six leagues away, the lord of Bamburgh had never bothered to dispatch men to their aid—not even for the sake of his daughter.

  “He’ll come,” said Wilhelm. “If only to shrive his daughter. Tis Lady Margaret who lies at my feet.”

  Both men peered down at the fire-wasted body, and when Edmond lifted his gaze, Wilhelm nodded, opening his fist to reveal her sigil ring. “All accounted for now,” he said. “Lucy, Alice, Roger, my lord de Vere, and…” He looked down at the barely recognizable corpse, giving it a nod. “…Lady Margaret. No one has survived.”

  For all the hope his father bore, Warkworth was now without a lord. Even if the Church agreed to dispense Giles, there was no guarantee King Stephen would give him the seat, not if his father had been declared an enemy to the crown.

  Edmond scratched his head, averting his gaze, looking as though he might weep and perhaps, he would, because his thoughts had clearly ventured in the same vein Wilhelm’s had: They were lost without a lord. Edmond returned his watery gaze to Wilhelm, and said, “Well… we still have Giles, right?”

  There was little wonder it was phrased as a question. Despite that this was now Giles de Vere’s birthright, he might not agree to leave his Church, not for a pile of rubble and bones.

  “Go on… fetch the priest,” Wilhelm said, with no small measure of disgust. “Then, while you’re at it, get on your knees and pray to God he has what it takes to see our lord avenged.”

  Only after Edmond was gone did he mutter for his ears alone, “If he does not, I will.” And he glared at the motto on the lady’s ring. It read: virtute duce comite fortuna—led by virtue, with great fortune.

  It was their family dictum.

  But not anymore.

  Chapter 1

  London, January 5, 1148

  Flanked by two of his men, William d'Aubigny, the Earl of Arundel marched into the King’s Stables and Giles de Vere stopped short of the yard, eying his elder, half-brother with no small measure of concern. There was a good reason they called Willhelm the Butcher of Warkworth, and his temper was nearly as large as he was.

  He slid off his mount, intending to avoid a confrontation at all costs. So much as he loved his sable, a row with Arundel would prove infinitely more troublesome—particularly if Wilhelm got hold of him. His brother would tear the King’s pet apart and their dispensation would be denied long before the bargain could be ratified. Alas, not only was Arundel Stephen’s loyal man, he had doubtless had some hand in the burning of Warkworth.

  Thankfully, Wilhelm didn’t notice him. “We can’t leave the horses here,” his brother complained. “We’re not so poor we can’t spend the coin to stable them properly.”

  “They’ll be fine,” Giles reassured, though he wasn’t entirely certain that would be the case. “We’ll be in and out before the sun sets.” The stable hands were well accustomed to handling the surplus. Already, the stableboy had spotted them.

  God’s truth, his brother was as loyal as they came, but already he had a bee up his bum about the king’s bargain. If his brother were to have his way today, they would walk into the king’s hall, wielding torches, and set the entire palace to flame—an eye for an eye. Patience and cunning were far better options. All those years in the seminary had given Giles a vast appreciation for the subtleties of politiks. Such things were best finessed.

  Vengeance is mine, I will repay, saith the lord.

  Wilhelm slid off his horse. “If you say so, but do me a favor, Giles: Whatever he says in there, don’t trust the pillock. Mark me, if you bring that witch home, she’ll report everything we do, and once, again, Warkworth will be left in ruins.”

  Less than five months after the fire that had ravaged their lives, Warkworth was well in the process of being restored, but doubtless the King already knew this. It could well be that they would slap Giles in irons even before he had the chance to stand before Stephen, and, regardless, if they did not leave with the dispensation, there was every chance all the work they’d accomplished would be undone. As it stood, Warkworth remained defenseless.

  Waiting for the stableboy, Giles lowered his voice, urging Wilhelm to do the same. “You must trust me,” he said.

  “I trust you. I do not trust her.”

  And regardless, the bargain was made. Nothing Wilhelm could say would sway him, and there was so much more at stake than just Warkworth. “I promise you, Will, I’ll keep the lady in her place.”

  Clearly unappeased, Wilhelm’s scowl deepened. “She, too, is a witch, Giles. Did your seminary teach you so little? How came you to the foolish notion that you could bend such a woman to your will?”

  Both men fell silent and the look on Wilhelm’s face was fierce as Giles handed over the reins to his sable. Undaunted, the boy peered up at Wilhelm and said, “Happy Yule, m’lord. Dunna worry! I’ll keep ’em safe.”

  Impressed, Giles smiled at the lad. There weren’t many grown men brave enough to speak to his brother whilst he wore that churlish look on his face. “See you do, lad, and I’ll pay another ha’penny each.”

  “Yeah, m’lord,” said the boy excitedly, and he stood waiting while Giles pried the lead out of his brother’s hands.

  He waited until the lad was gone and then said, “If you cannot control yourself in the presence of our King, I wouldst suggest you find yourself a pub to drink away your woes whilst I go bargain for the return of our keep.”r />
  There was no question; they would avenge their kinsmen. But one thing at a time, and right now, Giles needed that dispensation to build. Without it, all his plans would be thwarted.

  Wilhelm mumbled something unintelligible, though Giles understood him anyway. His elder brother and self-appointed guardian would never willingly abandon his side, but God help them both if Wilhelm should open his mouth. He prayed the bloody fool would find the strength to at least attempt to hide his loathing. Only once they were far enough from the stables, he reassured him again, “You must trust me, brother. I know what I am doing.”

  “And if, by chance you do not, you will die in there today, and if you do, Warkworth will be lost.”

  As true as that might be, it was a risk Giles was forced to take. For his own part, he would have had done with the entire affair, and walked away, leaving vengeance for its own time and place, but there were too many who depended on him now. Whether he liked it or nay, the titles and lands were his to command. And yet, make no mistake, he did not like it. He had never aspired to be lord. His eldest brother had spent the entirety of his life training for the day he would inherit Warkworth—Roger was the one who’d earned the right to wear the sigil now adorning his’ little finger. But without Giles, the seat would be lost, and without the seat, there would be a weakness in their defenses. His brother didn’t have the bloodline to hold it, nor, in truth, did it serve Wilhelm that he’d been his father’s emissary, stealing messages to King Henry’s widow at Arundel.