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  In but a short time, she would be obliged to make the odious man welcome in her father’s home. How ironic it was that the very person who had caused her father’s death was now to be entertained and wooed in her father’s beloved hall! Even more odious yet was the fact that Weston would give his suzerain the best chamber Lontaine had to offer for his king's use—her father’s chamber—for that was the way of things. “Oh Papa,” she whispered, “I’m sorry.”

  More than ever before, she needed her sister now, but that was never again to be. There was no way Weston could possibly comprehend how this would make her feel, but she sought him anyway, hoping to make him understand.

  “The walls are, indeed, well kept,” Weston agreed.

  Aubert seemed proud to accept the praise for his father and continued to crow over Gilbert’s resourcefulness. “Gilbert was quite particular, as I’ve said. The castle is modest but well protected.” He pointed into the horizon, sweeping his hand to denote all of the parklands. “If you will note, there are no trees within a furlong of the curtain wall... and the keep also rises to a height so as to make it easy to utilize the tower arrow slits safely—’twill not endanger our men below in armed battle. Nor will we lose countless arrows to trees that shield the enemy.”

  “Wise man,” Weston agreed, although if the fortress were his own, he would have built a double curtain wall, much like the one Aleth employed. The outer would be shorter, sitting well below the inner wall, which he would build to a goodly thirty feet or more, thereby giving him double the protection against intruders.

  “Of course, the moat is dry now, but only because ’twas emptied for cleaning just before...” He eyed Weston circumspectly and then added, “Well, before Tinchebrai. Gilbert left it so for lack of time and rain to refill it.”

  “Did he not worry about those who would take advantage during his absence?”

  “Immensely,” Aubert admitted. “But there was no help for it. Curthose demanded he raise and make use of all his levies and it took some time to round up those who would openly defend the duke against Henry. As you know, not even Aleth would do so openly. Still, Gilbert was not taken lightly as an adversary and there were not many in these parts ready to oppose him—particularly with de Montagneaux as his ally. At any rate, this stronghold does not have the highest reputation.”

  Weston eyed him curiously. “What do you mean?”

  Aubert shrugged. “Some have said 'tis haunted.”

  Weston had heard and dismissed the story. That anyone would credit the tale was beyond his comprehension. “Surely Gilbert did not encourage such a fantasy?”

  Aubert grinned. “Why not? It served him well enough for others to believe it. If he could keep away unwanted suitors for his daughter.” Aubert tilted him a curious look. ‘So you know the tale?” He peered up at the brooding turret above them.

  “I heard his young wife died in that tower.”

  Aubert nodded. “In truth, that chamber has not been occupied since her death, but only because the memories were too painful for Gilbert. ’Tis as simple as that. But some have said they have seen her spirit wandering the donjon halls. Gilbert never dissuaded the rumors. But whether it was simply to keep people out of the tower, or to keep the superstitious away from Lontaine, I cannot say.”

  Weston knew Henry would want a full report and he intended to explore the tower as soon as they left off inspecting the walls. Lontaine was a small keep, but its condition was pristine. Henry would be pleased. Someone in Henry’s good favor would be quite pleased with the grant of this estate.

  The tower itself was one of the tallest structures he’d ever beheld outside the royal holdings. If there was time before Henry’s arrival, perhaps he would have the tower chamber prepared so that Henry could enjoy the view of Lontaine’s parklands from his chamber. If not, he’d place the King in the lord’s chamber, as was fitting.

  Chrestien found Weston in the bailey with Aubert, newly arrived from a ride.

  Sensing her distress, Aubert eyed her circumspectly and fled, and that only managed to nettle her all the more.

  Certainly, she hadn’t intended to give Weston ultimatums, but the simple fact that he would not see reason—nor would he even consider her concerns—lit her temper afire.

  “Nay!” she insisted. “You will not ensconce your King in that tower!”

  His jaw was set taut, unrelenting. “On the contrary, I will! Why should you care when no one has used that chamber save spiders and rats?”

  Chrestien couldn’t seem to make him understand. That room was empty for a reason. Her mother had taken her last breath in there. Adelaine had kept it sacred. If anyone ever entered that room it was done reverently. But to place the very man responsible for her father’s death seemed the utmost disrespect to both her parents.

  She crossed her arms, unaccustomed to being told what to do in her own home. “Well, I will not allow it!”

  A dark challenging brow lifted to frame incredulous blue eyes. “You will not allow it?”

  Chrestien merely glared at him. He advanced a pace and she set her arms at her sides, feeling suddenly ill at ease.

  “You have no choice in the matter,” he said. “Lontaine is no longer yours to command,” he said evenly. “It belongs to England and to Henry and very soon to someone of Henry’s choosing.”

  Tears pooled in her eyes. Lord, but it was enough that she had lost her father and then her sister. Now she would lose her home as well—the very place she had taken her first breath and her mother had taken her last. She had resigned herself to this loss but only when she’d thought her father’s holdings would go to Adelaine and to Aleth. She could scarce bare the thought of strangers sleeping in her mother’s bower. Not even her father had dared to occupy that room after her death and Chrestien knew full well it was also why he hadn’t abandoned Lontaine for its sister keep, despite that the other was larger and far more modern. The memories here were too precious to abandon.

  Weston's head fell back, as though he were trying to compose his temper. “Very well,” he relented. “If not in the tower, where would you have Henry sleep?”

  The choices were all unbearable! She thought about it and no good answer came to her. She didn’t think about what she was about to say and probably wouldn’t have if her heart didn’t feel near to breaking. “Let him sleep with you!” she announced and turned to flee into the hall before she could disgrace herself with tears.

  He followed her into the hall and Chrestien fled up the stairs.

  To her dismay, he followed behind her as she made her way up the winding steps. Chrestien ran faster. Halfway up he overtook her and swept her into his arms, carrying her down. “Release me!” she demanded, mortified by her tears.

  He said nothing and without a word, he carried her to his chamber—her father’s chamber—kicking open the door and tossing her backside first upon the bed.

  “This is where you sleep now,” he charged. “You belong with me, Chrestien. Never forget it! When you retire for the eve, ’tis here you will come. When I bid you go to your room... ’tis here you will come. As for Henry, I will give him the honor due him as my sovereign—and as yours! Do you understand?”

  Chrestien’s chin lifted in defiance and she leapt to her feet, standing upon the bed, furious over his treatment. He could not simply lift her and throw her as though she were a pile of manure on a spade! This was her home!

  Her hand went to her hips. “Aye, my lord, I ken perfectly well! And shall you bid me to go to my room when your king is in residence? Surely you will, for you’ve shown me that I am no more to you than so much chattel—that you can do with me as you will—including shame me to your suzerain.” Tears ran down her cheeks and she swiped them angrily away. “Is that not so? Surely it is, my lord. Surely, I mean naught to you!”

  When he didn’t respond, she shouted. “I don’t want to be your wife!”

  He suddenly lunged at her, finding only air where her feet were supposed to be. In her attemp
t to avoid him, she fell to the floor, taking most of the impact on her backside. But he pounced again, shocking the air from her lungs as he landed atop her.

  When she recovered her senses, Weston was hovering scant inches from her face. She bucked, trying to dislodge him and found herself trapped.

  “You are my wife and I will never let you go!” he swore.

  Chrestien waited to hear him say that he loved her.

  That he needed her.

  That he wanted her.

  Tears sprang to her eyes. “You cannot allow your king to sleep in my mother’s chamber,” she said desperately. “Nor for that matter my father’s!”

  His gaze softened. “’Twould be an insult not to allow it, Chrestien… but if you truly do not wish him to use the tower chamber, I will relinquish this one to him. He will sleep here and I’ll not hear another word of it. He is our King.”

  “Your king—not mine—I will not cater to his every wish. His men—your men killed my father! And I can never forgive you for that! Get off me,” she demanded.

  The anger in his eyes faded completely and he looked suddenly defeated, but still he said nothing of love. Chrestien’s heart wrenched. When he released her at last, she fled from the chamber, up the stone steps, but she didn’t stop at her bower. Instead, she continued to the tower chamber and threw open the door.

  The chamber was dark and Chrestien unlatched the shutters to allow light to enter, revealing the utter emptiness of the room. The furniture remained, but the bed was bare. It had been so long since even Adelaine had used it that dust at least a half-inch thick had gathered upon the floor and cobwebs covered the high nooks. Wiping a place at her feet with her skirts, she sat and contemplated her situation.

  Aye, she blamed Henry of England for her father’s death. Very likely, she always would, but there were too many men at Tinchebrai for her to believe Weston had been the one to thrust that sword into her father’s breast. In truth, her father had chosen to defend the Duke and his death was a consequence of his actions—the same consequence Weston risked every time he raised his own sword.

  But forsooth, she had not even given her father a proper burial and it pained her that he might have found himself strewn in some common grave, buried with a thousand other faceless men. Where was his body? Where were his bones? He deserved better than to be cast into a hole like a leper into a pit.

  Her eyes blurred, and she swiped at the wetness streaming down her cheek.

  But she realized Weston was right. He could make no other choice—just as her father could not have made another choice. Just as she had not made another choice when she and Adelaine had faced an uncertain future.

  And now Adelaine was gone.

  That was her consequence.

  Though, thankfully, Adelaine had not suffered.

  Her eyes stung again with tears. It was too much to bear, but she didn’t mean any of what she had said to her husband.

  Once Henry took his leave, she would make it up to him—she would show him how false her words were, that she did truly love him. She wasn’t quite certain when she had realized that fact, only that she did. “Oh, Adelaine,” she whispered brokenly. “What am I to do without you?”

  The light from the window illuminated the majority of the room, but where the shutters caught the rays of sun a shadow was cast upon the wooden floor. Her fingers drew circles in the dust and to her surprise, she discovered a silver chain. Pulling it from the filth, she found a crimson amulet adorned with an ivory rose, and a smile turned her lips.

  It was Adelaine’s… a message from her dear sister. Indeed, she thought mayhap the tower chamber was haunted after all.

  Dropping the amulet so that it remained undisturbed, she rose from the floor, brushed the dust from her skirts and went to find Janelle and Eauda. Between them they would set the place to rights and Weston’s king would want for naught.

  Chapter Sixteen

  From the ramparts, the king’s armor winked under the bright afternoon sun. His royal banner soared from silver-tipped lances, their metallic points glittering fiercely. Helms and shields trimmed in gold joined the dance of sun-fires and when the cavalcade neared enough, the sound of metal could be heard as a song to a warrior’s ear.

  But although his army was stunning in all its grandeur, no plainer man in dress could be known than the Conqueror's youngest son. For all the riches he had available to him, Henry preferred the plainest garb. While the material of his garments could certainly be described as rich or fine, he chose not to adorn them in a gaudy way. So when a man of large stature, with black hair cut straight across his forehead in the Norman fashion, dismounted and came to Weston’s side, onlookers might never have guessed he was the king himself. But as he spoke in greeting, his regal bearing was evident in his words, carefully weighed and articulated with grace. Half out of fear, half out of respect, the villein quit the bailey and went about their chores.

  It was clear by the smile on Henry’s face, and that on Weston’s, that there was great affection between the two men. Henry swatted Weston’s back. “It has been overlong, my friend.”

  Weston gave him a bow from the neck. “That it has.”

  Henry grinned magnanimously. “I received the writ saying you were wed and have come post haste to meet your lovely new bride,” he confessed. “God’s teeth, I thought never to see this day!”

  Weston lifted a brow. “In truth, it may never have come but for your behest, though you need only have asked and I would have brought her to you, Your Majesty.”

  Henry shrugged. “No need for such formalities after all these years, FitzStephen. Anyway, I had need of time away and have brought with me a guest besides.”

  It was only then that Weston noticed the heavyset man, well into his older years, standing behind his king. Hair that was golden blond had receded until there was but a patch on either side of his head and a fringe of gold covered his chubby neck behind.

  Henry waved the man forward. “This, my friend, is Baron Geoffrey Grey... grandsire to your ladywife.”

  The man seemed uncertain of his welcome and despite Henry’s introduction, stood with eyes downcast.

  Weston’s brow furrowed, studying the man. “I was unaware she had family other than a sister—who I’m aggrieved to say has passed less than a sennight ago.” He eyed Henry meaningfully, letting him know there was more to be told—later, once they were alone—and added, “There is a half brother as well.”

  Grey’s gaze lifted in surprise. “A son?”

  “Aye, it seems so, Sir Grey.”

  “Acknowledged by Gilbert?”

  “Not directly,” Weston said. “But when you consider the fact that he was the son of a common woman, taught the skills of a knight by Lontaine himself, you are led to believe Gilbert at least knew of him. And when you see the lad you will know immediately that he bears Gilbert’s blood.”

  “Alas,” Grey said. “He would not bear my blood.” He sighed despondently. “Although I am an auld man and I have made many mistakes. If I can make amends that it is my greatest wish. I would meet him as well.”

  Weston nodded. “I am certain your granddaughter will welcome you with open arms.”

  Grey’s eyes glistened a bit. “Alas, she is now my only heir,” he revealed. “I welcome you as my new son.”

  “Then you are welcome,” Weston said sincerely and hoped Chrestien would be as pleased as he was in her behalf.

  During the commotion of settling the King’s men, Chrestien took the opportunity to sneak in a quick ride with Lightning—to clear her head.

  It was not easy to put aside her bitterness over her father’s death and King Henry was—right or wrong—the man she held responsible.

  As Weston’s wife, she would never disgrace him, but she knew she must the find the strength of will to embrace Henry or there would never be peace between them. Of a certain, she knew her father would never wish her discontent in her own home and despite his loyalty to the Duke, he would have put
his animosity aside in order to smooth the way for her. Had he not already done so once for the sake of her mother?

  Her grandsire had begrudged her mother a love match with her father and the instant her mother died, her grandsire had demanded the return of her dowry. Her father had complied at once, relinquishing all that he requested—for the sake of what was right and true.

  That was what drove her now—the very same thing that had driven her father when he’d embraced Aubert, and Adelaine when she had accepted Aleth as her husband despite that she had barely known him. It was the right thing to do.

  She had already prepared her father’s chamber for King Henry and she had ordered the preparation of a meal that should make her husband proud.

  All that was left to do now was to set her mind right, and once it was and she had ridden her fill, she started back to the keep, hoping to return before her husband noticed she was gone.

  The sun was setting and the meadow looked bleak and sad. Where once these parklands had offered her peace and strength, she had not found it today, despite the communion with her dear gelding. Today, she knew instinctively that the only peace and strength she would find lay there, within the walls of Lontaine, in the arms of a man she had once wanted so desperately to despise.

  Reining in her mount, she stared at the fortress her father had once used to shield his daughters from the world at large—walls that he had kept immaculately. But not even those walls could keep the world at bay now that her father was gone.

  It was time to embrace her fate, whatever and wherever it took her, and she realized she could bear anything with Weston at her side.

  Butterflies erupted in her belly as she spied an approaching rider and thinking it was Weston, she braced herself to receive the brunt of his anger for leaving the castle walls without telling him.

  Though as he neared, she realized it wasn’t Weston at all, and she thought at first that perhaps he had discovered her absence and sent someone to retrieve her.